I am beginning to feel weight. I am taking comfort with grounding down; it makes me feel so much more connected. Feeling my feet flat on the floor, dropping down. I have always reached out into space, but I have not figured out how to ground, to feel a constant connection to the floor, to give it my own weight. This is the semester of orienting towards weight, into my self, instead of feeling as though I have to hold it in (up). How can I feel weight?
How do I establish my self?
Felt sense- mass, weight, gravity orientation.
Head reaching, slowly moving in the occipital joint, fingers wiggling, reaching lively.
What about toes? Can I have the small details within the big phrasing- honing.
Heavens- looking up for answers, for comfort. Returning to that part of myself and feeling somehow closer to God.
Subtle within the larger framework- pay attention - here are the details - micro and macro.
Hunger deep within me. To push. Let it out. Hungry. I am hungry. That is what this solo is.
Build it up, only to come crashing down, but you keep building
Keep on. Keep on. Don't stop trying. Have faith.
Show up. Make the work that is ready to come out. Feed your self. Don't mine it all. Wait.
Keep on.
Wait.
Have faith.
Begin again.
How do I establish my self?
Felt sense- mass, weight, gravity orientation.
Head reaching, slowly moving in the occipital joint, fingers wiggling, reaching lively.
What about toes? Can I have the small details within the big phrasing- honing.
Heavens- looking up for answers, for comfort. Returning to that part of myself and feeling somehow closer to God.
Subtle within the larger framework- pay attention - here are the details - micro and macro.
Hunger deep within me. To push. Let it out. Hungry. I am hungry. That is what this solo is.
Build it up, only to come crashing down, but you keep building
Keep on. Keep on. Don't stop trying. Have faith.
Show up. Make the work that is ready to come out. Feed your self. Don't mine it all. Wait.
Keep on.
Wait.
Have faith.
Begin again.