I am trying to stay present in my self, not worrying about the amount of material but rather the themes that feel relevant. What does the body need? What would it feel like to luxuriate in movement? What are the gestures that seem to repeat themselves, resonating in my physicality?
I feel tried, a bit drained. Am I attending to my self? Am I letting my self rest and recharge? A constant giving and taking, I need to drain. Maybe that is what this dance is, a draining.
Drain.
Flood.
Are they relevant to me and are they one and the same?
Does the flood come first? Have I moved beyond the flood?
Drain. Is that an emptying?
Do you ever fully recover?
The trigger. What sets it all off?
There are multiple stages of the process, yet I always want to jump to the end, the place where you put it all together. Can I learn to live in the confusion, the unknown, and can I learn to love that? Love the wandering, value the sporadic, the not quite there, the unformulated. Can I learn to trust that it will all arrive, staying in the present, knowing that what's next will come, unfold, and reveal.
Wander and love it :)
I feel tried, a bit drained. Am I attending to my self? Am I letting my self rest and recharge? A constant giving and taking, I need to drain. Maybe that is what this dance is, a draining.
Drain.
Flood.
Are they relevant to me and are they one and the same?
Does the flood come first? Have I moved beyond the flood?
Drain. Is that an emptying?
Do you ever fully recover?
The trigger. What sets it all off?
There are multiple stages of the process, yet I always want to jump to the end, the place where you put it all together. Can I learn to live in the confusion, the unknown, and can I learn to love that? Love the wandering, value the sporadic, the not quite there, the unformulated. Can I learn to trust that it will all arrive, staying in the present, knowing that what's next will come, unfold, and reveal.
Wander and love it :)