It's been too long in between sessions.
Writing and dancing and back to writing. What is the work about? Why do I feel a need for it to be about something? This is research into my inner landscape; letting what is hidden be revealed. It is reconnecting to something that was lost. It is letting my fears and worries not rest, not sit but become a visceral response.
Is she here? Does she live in me? You are the places you reside but what if my issues reside elsewhere? What if her place is there? How do I reside with her here? How do I reside here, care about the issues. I know that I am made up of this place; I reside here in this air, food, and water.
Floods. Stories of redemption.
What are my questions today?
I don't miss her but I feel as though I should.
When the tears won't come.
When I feel as though I can not be filled or fulfilled.
Vessel.
Feel alone in the space but I am not, never alone. I carry with me everyone I have ever known, every movement performed, my body history, body story. Maybe that is the direction I need to take.
What if the dance makes itself?
What if I don't try so hard, don't force the meaning. What if I let it be and wait?
Show up.
First step in being present.
With whatever you come with, that is the material.
Are you there God?
My faith has been shaken.
Don't be afraid to go too far.
Writing and dancing and back to writing. What is the work about? Why do I feel a need for it to be about something? This is research into my inner landscape; letting what is hidden be revealed. It is reconnecting to something that was lost. It is letting my fears and worries not rest, not sit but become a visceral response.
Is she here? Does she live in me? You are the places you reside but what if my issues reside elsewhere? What if her place is there? How do I reside with her here? How do I reside here, care about the issues. I know that I am made up of this place; I reside here in this air, food, and water.
Floods. Stories of redemption.
What are my questions today?
I don't miss her but I feel as though I should.
When the tears won't come.
When I feel as though I can not be filled or fulfilled.
Vessel.
Feel alone in the space but I am not, never alone. I carry with me everyone I have ever known, every movement performed, my body history, body story. Maybe that is the direction I need to take.
What if the dance makes itself?
What if I don't try so hard, don't force the meaning. What if I let it be and wait?
Show up.
First step in being present.
With whatever you come with, that is the material.
Are you there God?
My faith has been shaken.
Don't be afraid to go too far.